Taste the Rainbow

So many mixed emotions running through my mind, i just dont know what to do or how im supposed to feel…

I am a male.

I am a girl.

I am shorter than 5’4.

I think I’m ugly.

I have many scars.

I tan easily.

I wish my hair was a different color.

I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.

I have a tattoo.

I want a tattoo.

I am self-conscious about my body.

I’ve been told I’m attractive by a complete stranger.

I have more than 2 piercings.

I have a piercing in a place other than my ears.

I have freckles.

I’ve sworn at my parents.

I’ve run away from home.

I’ve been kicked out of the house.

I have a sibling less than one year old.

I want to have kids someday.

I’m in school.

I’ve lost a child.

I have a job.

I’ve fallen asleep at work/school.

I almost always do/did my homework.

I’ve missed a week or more of school.

I failed more than 1 class last year.

I’ve stolen something from my job.

I’ve slipped out an “lol” in a spoken conversation.

Disney movies still make me cry.

I’ve peed from laughing.

I’ve snorted while laughing.

I’ve cried from laughing so hard.

I’ve glued my hand to something.

I’ve had my pants rip in public.

I was born with a disease/impairment.

I’ve broken a bone.

I’ve gotten stiches/staples.

I’ve had my tonsils removed.

I’ve sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.

I’ve had my wisdom teeth removed.

I had a serious surgery.

I’ve had chicken pox.

I’ve had measles.

I’ve driven over 200 kilometres in one day.

I’ve been on a plane.

I’ve been to Canada.

I’ve been to Mexico.

I’ve been to Niagara Falls.

I’ve been to Japan.

I’ve been to Africa.

I’ve been to Hawaii.

I’ve gotten lost in my city.

I’ve seen a shooting star.

I’ve wished on a shooting star.

I’ve seen a meteor shower.

I’ve gone out in public in my pajamas.

I’ve pushed all the buttons on an elevator.

I’ve kicked a guy where it hurts.

I’ve been to a casino.

I’ve been skydiving.

I’ve gone skinny dipping.

I’ve played spin the bottle.

I’ve drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.

I’ve crashed a car.

I’ve been skiing.

I’ve been in a play.

I’ve met someone in person from tumblr.

I’ve caught a snowflake on my tongue.

I’ve seen the Northern lights.

I’ve sat on a roof top at night.

I’ve played chicken.

I’ve played a prank on someone.

I’ve ridden in a taxi.

I’ve seen Rocky Horror Picture Show.

I’ve eaten sushi.

I’ve been snowboarding.

I’m single.

I’m in a relationship.

I’m engaged.

I’m married.

I’ve gone on a blind date.

I’ve been the dumped more than the dumper.

I miss someone right now.

I have a fear of abandonment.

I’ve gotten divorced.

I’ve had feelings for someone who didn’t have them back.

I’ve told someone I loved them when I didn’t.

I’ve told someone I didn’t love them when I did.

I’ve kept something from a past relationship.

I’ve had a crush on a teacher.

I’ve been kissed in the rain.

I’ve hugged a stranger.

I have kissed a stranger.

I’ve done something I promised someone else I wouldn’t.

I’ve done something I promised myself I wouldn’t.

I’ve snuck out of my house.

I have lied to my parents about where I am.

I am keeping a secret from the world.

I’ve cheated while playing a game.

I’ve cheated on a test.

I’ve run a red light.

I’ve been suspended from school.

I’ve witnessed a crime.

I’ve been in a fist fight.

I’ve been arrested.

I’ve passed out from drinking.

I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.

I’ve smoked.

I’ve taken painkillers when I didn’t need them.

I’ve eaten mushrooms.(not that kind)

I’ve popped E.

I’ve inhaled Nitrous.

I’ve done hard drugs.

I have cough drops when I’m not sick. (I like the taste ok)

I have 3 pills at a time no problem.

I have been diagnosed with depression

I have been diagnosed with one or more anxiety disorder

I’ve taken an anti-depressant.

I have been anorexic or bulimic

I’ve slept an entire day without needing to go pee.

I’ve hurt myself on purpose.

I’ve woken up crying.

I’m afraid of dying.

I hate funerals.

I’ve seen someone dying.

Someone close to me has committed suicide.

I’ve planned my own suicide.

I’ve attempted suicide.

I’ve written a eulogy for myself.

I own over 5 rap CDs.

I own an IPod or an MP3 player.

I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.

I own something from Hot Topic.

I own something from Pac Sun.

I collect comic books.

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Slash & Myles Kennedy- Bad Rain

“Blood lust tonight,

bite my tongue and hold it in.

From deep inside,

she aches for every part of him.”

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I feel as though i havent accomplished much in my 2 years at uni. The only workshops i feel comfortable enough to go into is metals and plastics to get materials. I really want to be able to go into glass and ceramics and be able to do stuff in there, like lampworking, glass blowing even slumping and kiln forming, but since we got the new technitian this year ive hardly been in there at all because i just dont feel like he gives a shit tbh, he makes me not want to be there, and i used to like working in glass in college and even last year. I just feel like now im going into my third year i should at least have some idea of what i want to do, and truth is i havent got a fucking clue and that its too late to do anything about it. I just dont know what to do, i have all these ideas floating around and nothing ever works out or comes out the way id like. It always goes to shit and truth be told i absolutely hate everything ive made the past two years. I just dont know what to do about it!?

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Button anyone? Just made 120 button sugar cookies for no reason whatsoever. Hardcore baking session or what?! Haha :L.

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Where the hell has this baking obsession come from seriously?! Im starting to reconsider my life, maybe I should of gone to baking school instead? all I want to do is bake cookies and cakes. The past week ive made macaroons cupcakes and more macaroons and this week I plan to make red velvet cupcakes, pinata cookies and cupcake cookies… whats wrong with me?!

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geneticist:

The saying ‘you are what you eat’ is true for these insects as stunning pictures show their abdomens changing colour as they sip on sugar drops.Mohamed Babu set up the photographs after his wife showed him some ants had turned white after drinking spilt milk. He gave the creatures the brightly coloured sugar drops and watched as their transparent stomachs matched the food they were eating. (Via)

So cool

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The Pretty Reckless- Heart

“Never wanted to feel
Never wanted you to steal my heart
Never wanted you to know
Never wanted to show I’m weak
I’m falling all over myself
Trying to be someone else
I wish you would dare to walk me home
So I wouldn’t have to feel alone”

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